rudyfrancisco:

The amount of rebloggs on this is crazy! I really appreciate the love  

It’s a pretty horrible feeling, when the person you like has to hide you. I think that it’s all the worse when you talk proudly about them to everyone and you brag about them to your parents. I’ll just go out and say it. I know circumstances will be circumstances, but it doesn’t change anything. Even if it’s not the case, it can kinda hit you deep down, and make you think in the back of your head how it’s not fair. It’s just hard in general, being a ‘secret’. It’s whatever, I guess. You take it all whatever happens simply because you care about them and you’d do just about anything for them. It just sucks, you know? Having to watch them walk away, acting like they don’t know who you are. Personally, it kinda makes me see someone differently when they do that to me, like, I get it and all, but I lose a bit of respect for them because it hurts whatever pride I have left. It’s one of those things, that make you wonder if they take you seriously or not…

Nothing special, didn’t feel anything cept for that split second. Didn’t do much and I don’t feel likedoing anything. I guess I was expecting some great feeling or whatever. Now, I just wanna sit there and talk to someone.

I’m not ready..

And I’m scared. While we were in the car, Jamie and Maine were teasing. “The contract’s expired.”

It’s truthfully a heartbreaking thing, to hear the words, “just friends.”

He asked, “What if I told you we can only be ‘normal friends’?” I didn’t answer, cause that’s so…That’s not something you wanna hear. It’s not something…

Basically, if he did say that to me, I’d look at him with this ‘whatthehelldidyoujustsay?’ look. Then I’d ask ‘Why’. I’d fight though, till I can’t any more.

I’m graduating in 2 days.. When Wednesday comes…Oh geez…

I’m honestly really scared…of when the baby comes. Of when I have to go off and figure out what I want to do. Of when I have to work and help out and all that. Of being without anyone and just being plain lonely. I’m scared of how me and Ip already are… he hates messaging. It lacks feeling and understanding. He never calls and he’s always doing his own thing. You know how it is… I don’t complain though, I don’t want to complain, no matter how much it bothers me.I guess I just choose not to. I mean, I respect that he’s his own person, and that he hates messaging, and hindi legal so… I don’t know what’s going to happen. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do… I wish he’d tell me. Come what may, I guess. Just leave me content, and I’ll never give up

pigfarts-pigfarts-here-i-come:

I NEED THIS OKAY

I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE

pigfarts-pigfarts-here-i-come:

best gif ever. 

howiloseit:

I’ll do this. Will be a good addition to my regular workouts. 

It’s too soon :”x

:”x And I’m mentally preparing myself.. Everyone says that it’s going to be fine. I don’t know though, I’m still scared. It’s going to be different, not being able to see him every weekday. Not only that, in the chance that he goes to UTSA.. 2 hours. U of H isn’t far, but still.. I’m not sure about anything..
I wish we were one of those couples who’re going to the same college and courses and all that. We’re so infringement though.. Hmm enough thinking for now, I guess. When in doubt, pray!